I don’t know how, but October is ending. Chinese As are finally over and soon pw will be over in 3 days and thats it. Lecture week and training training training. Seriously need to study and get my shit together too bc need to keep my H2s. Also, TUITION. Does anyone want to get private chem tuition with me )-:
[Feeling slightly inadequate and moody these days. I don’t want to be moody or come across as grumpy but 3 people have already told me that the day Mr Tan asked me to ask the class which questions they did for promos, I sounded aggressive, looked damn buay song and Phaedra said she was scared. NEED TO GET MY EMOTIONS IN CHECK GDI]
The school term is coming to an end, idk how everything happened so quickly, but I keep thinking about how we started and memories from orientation, fun o rama and canoe camp keep resurfacing as well as random class/ zoo moments. Getting so cliche, but gonna bask in the memories of photos.
So thankful for one of the best OGs ever. Its a pity not all of us are still close but the few that still are, thank you for being my jiemeis.
Fun O Rama
Very grateful that we got to experience Fun O Rama in our J1 year because the class bonded so much over the prep and everything. Plus we got to know and work with 2SC1.
My double and I:
Nice cafe people gave me food bc being a ghost child was tiring:
Thank you for the experience, acting and screaming was really out of my comfort zone but I’m glad I stuck with HH bc it was one of the best things I’ve ever done
+ random zoo/ SC1 moments of the year
Thank you SC1 for being one of the greatest classes I’ve ever been a part of. I think these pictures + all the others I’ve posted in other posts are sufficient in depicting how wonderful our past few months together have been. So many new friendships fostered this year.
Thank you Evan, Kim, Denise and Jo for sticking by me for 4++ years. Even though we’re not always around each other now like we were from sec 1 to 4 being in the same class and all, I still love you guys as much, possibly even more. Thank you for accepting me after seeing my weird side, angst side, high side, basically every emotion I could possibly throw at you guys.
[wowz much mushy rn but really really enjoyed this year…too much to say about canoeing so gonna draft another post, but yay for a really really good year. Read my posts last year about how I felt JC was gonna be shit. I TAKE THEM ALL BACK]
I want to be a boy. Is this absurd hahaha. Wanna be gung-ho like a boy, not afraid to try new things and just be competitive and energetic and play. I mean, not that its not inherent in girls too, just that its more apparent and common in da boyz. Been tapping on the boy reserve in our class over the past 2 days of AC games and I must say, I’m very proud of our 1sc1 boys haha.
How are boys so good at everything? Every game we played, they were killin’ it man. Watching from the sidelines and watching them play, I was in awe. Thettj was trashing the other classes during basketball. Dick is really good at defending. Zhikai was always unblocked during captains ball. All Wen Qian needed was his height for defending. Daniel was so enthusiastic in every game. Ahmed is sooo agile. And when he defends and attacks and dives and everything haha omg Ahmed is so cool, totes my idol. Aliff is just like good at everything he does. Like honestly, is there anything he can’t do? And Justin is fantabulous at cheering and baking hahahhaha. Not many guys can cook!! Its admirable. Thank you boys for playing so well every game and being all manly and stuff hahahah.
Girls were damn beast too, we put up a good fight and removed us from our 2nd last tradition ((-: A+ for class spirit!! Also, boys v girls don’t forget the lyrics was hilariously fun.
Also, yesterday was the first day back at training and wooowwwww, its been very long. Feeling like an old woman because tape on hamstring, bandage around thigh, guard around ankle….
Not to mention, canoe boibois r the best boibois ever. Thank you aaron edwin kevin and chew for tending to my cramping leg.
I rather less but real than more and fake. A superficial friendship is worthless. Even if we’re close friends, I want to fight. I want to fight and resolve the matter and become even closer. Its the fact that you/I are/am someone I/you want to keep in my/your life and I’m/you’re willing to fight for this relationship and not give up halfway because ‘things are getting tough’. I want to know what means something to you and what doesn’t, what ticks you off and what puts a smile on your face. But you wouldn’t let me know if something went wrong, you wouldn’t let me know how you feel about things.