She thinks everyone owes her something. She doesn’t give two shits about anything. She is narcissistic, only seeking profit, not permitting any loss. She is scheming, deceit is the only way to reach the ultimate top. Hard work and diligence are of utmost irrelevance. Who needs to pull their own weight when other people will complete that bullshit for you.
She’s a bitch. The world revolves around her. You talk to her when she feels like talking to you. If she’s angry, you must pacify her because you have wronged her and you are at fault.
Do not be fooled though, believe it or not, she is weak. Weaker than any of you. She seeks acceptance. She is a brigand of love.
4 days ago was MGS 126th Founder’s Day, also known as the day sec 4s adorn themselves in astounding dresses, bath their faces in make up and put their feet through immense torture known as 4.5 inch heels. Nonetheless, everyone is always ecstatic about the 25th of July (and by everyone I mean mostly the sec 4s).
We arrive at the magnificent Shangri-la where everyone is slowly streaming in – the first sign of pain erupting from their feet. Busying oneself with picture taking is only the right thing to do at this moment. Also, exclaiming OH MY GOSH YOU LOOK SO GOOD is often heard from across the hall.
Inside the dimly illuminated dining hall is where the action is happening. Choir girls and class representatives are on stage, prepping for their performances. Waiters are being briefed and the girls whose feet are suffering, seek solace in the abundance of chairs.
Anyway, the night was spectacular as we chowed down the first few courses of food (the last few were clearly forgotten), ran from table to table taking pictures with teachers and friends and performing on stage as the graduating batch of 2013.
What followed was a very sleepy sleepover at Jo’s house. Thanks for opening your house to us, Jo!
anyway, PICTURE TIME
Today was incredulously fun. The morning was super boring with math and physics and english but we got to use our phones in class today ( OMG REBEL MUCH).
And we spent lunch and geog period (Mrs Ho didn’t come) piggybacking each other to the toilet. And fabulous Minhea had bubbles so we played with bubbles on the grass patch and THUS THE BUBBLE GANG WAS BORN. And found a stray netball too so we played ball games (ALL THE SEXUAL INNUENDO ABOUNDING IN MY FACE).
Piggybacked Evan, Jo, Nic, Denise and Kim and my arms were like aching during LC. WAITFORIT Denise and Evan both piggyback me hahahahahahahahah.
Also, just watched the Best Song Ever mv. hurhurhurhuhruhruhrhruruhruhruhruhr damn girl, damn.
they love to tell you stay inside the lines, but something’s better on the other side
( Jo’s been saying I post very emo posts so here’s a happy one. )
The number of people that strut into and waltz out of your life are countless, the number of people who stay are few. I would just like to sit here and appreciate all the people who have come into my life and shaped me into the person that I am.
It doesn’t matter if you aren’t a part of my life anymore, I’m just glad that you once were. It doesn’t matter if I knew you for years or even just a few months – its that you were here, dealing with my crazy nonsense and that you were my friend.
(number of times you appear simply means I take a lot of photos with you haaaa. Pardon the lack of photos, they’re all from my phone. Also, some of us (namely, me) didn’t look to good in the past so….pictures from the past MINIMISED)
The 7 things I hate about you:
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry (I don’t know which side to buy)
Your friends, they’re jerks, when you act like them, just know it hurts (I wanna be with the one I know)
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do….you make me love you
And compared to all the great things that would take too long to write, I probably should mention the 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you:
Your old Levi’s
When we kiss I’m hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry (But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy)
Your hands in mine, when we’re intertwined, everything’s alright (I wanna be with the one I know)
And the 7th thing I like most that you do…you make me love you
” you take it a step further, you lose a friend “
ngahhh. I hate being sick. The number of times I have missed school this year is unfathomable. The doctor must really love me for contributing to his funds almost every 2 months. This 2 weeks alone, I’ve already been there twice.
I forgot how excruciating painful vomiting is. Its like the purge is going on in your stomach and you can’t inhale and everything just keeps surging out.
Went to school yesterday morning to sit for the Physics O Level SPA 3 and was quarantined at the side of the hall. Sitting for an O Level paper when you’re giddy and feel like puking is not the best idea. But I think sitting for a paper of a different topic would be a lot harder.
I’ve never had such a long nap before but the 8 hours was very effective. I felt SO much better but whenever I ate or drank something, it just came right back up. For once I have no appetite…its like a miracle.
Thanks to everyone who showed their concern, tweeting me, messaging and calling. Apparently Denise called and I picked up and we had a conversation but I recall nothing…. I remember the other calls though. hmm.
And remember the ‘things are not so terrible if you look at them another way’ thing? Well see being sick and having to puke repeatedly SUCKS. If you think about it optimistically, I’M LOSING WEIGHT. ha
Total puke count: 6
hush now, lets go quiet to the park
” MY DENTIST ONCE TOLD ME THAT LETTING GO IS LIKE PULLING A TOOTH. WHEN IT WAS PULLED OUT, YOU’RE RELIEVED, BUT HOW MANY TIMES DOES YOUR TONGUE RUN ITSELF OVER THE SPOT WHERE THE TOOTH ONCE WAS? PROBABLY A HUNDRED TIMES A DAY. JUST BECAUSE IT WASN’T HURTING YOU DOESN’T MEAN YOU DIDN’T NOTICE IT. IT LEAVES A GAP AND SOMETIMES YOU SEE YOURSELF MISSING IT TERRIBLY. IT’S GOING TO TAKE A WHILE, BUT IT TAKES TIME. SHOULD YOU HAVE KEPT THE TOOTH? NO, BECAUSE IT WAS CAUSING YOU SO MUCH PAIN. THEREFORE, MOVE ON AND LET GO.”
tumblr spree after a terribly long time. (okay you may say I’m being all sappy and clingy but no, stop it, im over it but I just thought that it was a nice story) (i mean it was extremely apt before, but no stop)
Also, inspired by the itchy blister on my ankle, it hit me : When wounds are healing, they itch the hell out of you. But you know you can’t scratch because it’ll only make it worse. Scars last forever.
Good right? Haha cause if you want to go back and you scratch it, it’s just gonna become worse and eventually become a SCAR. But if you leave it alone, and let it heal, it’ll get better. No doubt there will be a little mark but hey you can’t wipe it all out and say you’ve forgotten everything cause that would show how much it meant to you.
I’ve lost it. Today was such an unfunny day in school despite all the free periods we got. This just shows that if you want your day to be great, you need to start it right.
Had English prelim oral today. It was pretty alright. Topic was manageable. Tmr there’s Physics O Level SPA 3 and then rehearsals after school. Tuition on Wednesday. A Math test and Bio supp after school on Thursday.
Please let the rest of the week be good
and things are not so terrible if you look at them another way…